Here is a little snipet from Waves of Deceit…

          Michael took his glass in his hand and raised it to Bianca.  “A toast,” he paused in thought for a moment.  He knew what he wanted to say, but was somehow having trouble gathering the right words in his mind.  He knew he loved her, and he knew he wanted to be with her forever, but he couldn’t help but get that doubt in the back of his mind.  The aching feeling he felt when he remembered what she might think of him when she found out who he really was.  “To us; may we be able to tackle any hurdle that stands in our way, together.”  They clinked their glasses and took a sip.  The toast had a double meaning for Michael; he just prayed it wasn’t false hope. If he was able to keep her name out of everything with the FBI, there was that slight chance they could be together after all this was over. There was a glimmer of hope she would still want him after he threw all her family in prison. Yeah, sure.  That was going to go over real well.